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Kill the Lights

by Turn Pale

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1.
Submit To Me 08:12
I will just stand back, safely locked away in my mind If nothing is right, then what is wrong? Rise up! Rise. Shoulders slumping like a high plains house Rise up and stare... around around and around I know sometimes Locked away in your room (staring down from the screen) You're thinking, 'When am I ever in wonder?' or 'When will I be taken under... and through?' The only thing that is stopping you is your own fears (Sounds just about right; sounds just about on time). Banal conversation; common ground Constant movement is making me tense And a thousand, thousand, thousand little clenches (They know not what they do to you and me). I mean, it's a thousand reasons high! Drifting mostly upwards, sky bound Where do the clouds go? Where are they now? Where are you now? I will not just stand down, Out of harm's way, out of your life Out of my mind and therefore out of your life Rise up! Thoughts jumping back and all around Mind clouded and staring... down I know full well what it can be Lying alone in the dark, watching Lungleg dance on the screen While your loved ones are far, far, far away And you know not what to do You don't quite know what to do Banal conversation based on common ground Constant movement is making me tense And a thousand, thousand, thousand little clenches (They know not what they do to you and me). Nora's right, you know A parking lot can be a magical place at the sun's set at sunrise or most anytime If you want it to. -April 2002, Michael Anderson
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NOTHING. Nothing is worth any amount of anger, in this life or the next. NOTHING. Does a body fall moreslowly in the snow? Out from in, under streetlights. Bloated thoughts form. 'It makes people shimmer,' Jen said. But where is Jen? Where is John? Where is Mark? Where have I gone? Nothing is worth your anger. NOTHING. -January 2000/August 2002, Michael Anderson
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Silence Discourse Listen up to what I think I have found It seems that VIOLENCE Sells cars It's some elementary form of tao But, I don't know Because I ride a bike And my car was given to me At the advent of vice (It was a peaceful takeover) -July 2000, Michael Anderson
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End of Words 03:15
He wants to share with her and implore her to embrace a life of silence His ways above the hip priests and their fashion brigade He wants to take her down and show her around But, she's talking all the time without saying anything at all It's all, "Talk, talk, talk. Yack, yack, yack. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.' You see, There's those who think that they know. (And they don't) You hold out your hand in the name of hope, But you're lucky if you get anything at all except maybe a fist in the face or a kick on the way out BYE, BYE. She's talking all the time without saying anything at all It's all, "Talk, talk, talk talk. Yack, yack, yack. Yack, yack yack, blah, blah, blah blah, blah, blah, blah.' You'll be sitting there, trying to sort out some thought that you've had And there's always someone sitting there saying shit like, 'Why deny what everybody else knows is right?' Are these the words of the wise? That shit leads down to the mire. And besides, who is to say what is wrong and what is right? It's all the words that you know. I mean, how low will you go? He wants to share with her and implore her to invade his life of silence But, first he has to get her to shut up once in a while. It's easier said than done, easier said than won. -August 2000, Michael Anderson
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In Sight 04:23
How am I to get anything done When the days keep flying by? Where do they fly to? Because I want to go there, too. Standing selling death to the hardest ones to love and the price keeps going up and up keeps going up and up UP and UP Lock up; kick out the lights kick their lights out wave them on and on to lesser things and dream of razing the whole thing down to the ground down to the groun d Sometimes selling death can be the hardest test of all and you know the price keeps going up and you know that the price will keep on going UP (note to self:) 'Hold in step; don't look up Don't kick out the lights Don't kick their lights out; These ones The hardest ones to love L. O. V. E. Love. Take in the foot fall while my head's facing the ground I wander around I take each one as it comes to me How am I to get anything done this way, when the days keep flying by? where do they fly to? I want to go there, too. Standing selling death to the hardest ones to love and the price keeps going up and up keeps going up and up UP and UP LIGHT OUT lights on LIGHT OUT OUT OUT O U T -October 28, 2001, Michael Anderson
6.
Driven back, kick a hole in their floor (It's your birthright). I'm on the road and it's so nice to meet you. Well... You need one, but you'll take five at a time. High time for the new design. All the youth throw rocks at the lights. Bring in the vast night. Alright. Walk around, demand all that you've found. Laugh it off, but inside you're a cocked trigger. Slide. HIDE. We all need to re-learn, to make time for lives without mice. Your ill ease is a synaptic response to the tree line. A bigger world in your backyard, Just behind the sunshine. Walk around, divide all that you've found. Talk talk, but inside you are no bigger than I And that's a laugh I'm not much, you will find. Keep silent, your presence is a rash of chiggers. Inside. Reel back, kick him down on all fours. (It's a fine sight). I'm on the road and it's so nice to meet you. So nice to beat you. Driven on, throw a stick, kill a giant. Lock the doors tight. I'm on the road and it's so nice. Walk around. -August 2002, Michael Anderson
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ACT ONE: These ones I have known they seek to adore me For reasons unshown they thrill as they bore me I want you to be here but don't speak; just move your hands around in the air These ones by my side They seek to deny Ask me to hold on but won't tell me why They want me tonight I want you tonight Yes, I want you tonight TONIGHT. In the absense of all you believe will collide Describe the epiphanies that keep you awake at night My love is too wise ACT TWO: It's all in decline despite your claims to the nigh You gather the bruises and take it in stride How can you just stand there and not tell me why? With all the words that you seek and all the things that you own? I want you to find all the words to describe Grapple with doubt despite all of your lies They want me tonight They want me tonight They want me tonight They want me tonight I want you tonight I want you tonight I want you tonight And besides, At the end of it all there's no chance -April 2002, Michael Anderson
8.
Division of power is all it seems Derision of sound The mountain lies bound beneath the sea When genius is found The sound that resounds is one of apathy The summit, just shone An island alone far out at sea But, I will remember I will remember you into the sea It's the lights of the city that are calling me But it's the nights that are killing me Though you walk inside it's I alone choose who will stay By night you smile; deride the day -July 2000, Michael Anderson (w/ Peter Schreiner)
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Sycophant 03:36
Take it all... it's yours. I made it for you. I LOVE YOU. (I must have you now). There's a sycophant in the kitchen; sputters and turns on his way out. Nothing much to say, I just smile and wave him on. (It's got to be this way). It's all the talk, talk, talk talk, talk de jour; nothing too distinguishing nothing too profound I'm not riled, (a bit perturbed, perhaps) But, it's got to be this way. Never ending... ad nauseum. Sycophant, beautiful. (I want you all). There's another one on the back porch; chest heaving as if to say, 'Take it all, it's yours.' I turn around and head on back into the fit But as the door creaks open I decide to take an entirely different approach. I turn around and let her talk on and on and on; nothing too distinguishing nothing too profound I'm not riled, (a bit perturbed, perhaps) But, it's got to be this way. Happy ending... in nausea. I need you all, it's got to be this way. I've said it before. Sycophant, beautiful, typical. (I love you). -June 2002, Michael Anderson
10.
9 by 9 04:08
Oh, imagine my surprise. I was a thin line, fading out. I rely on the fringe to disguise and sink in. One morning, before the dawn's rise, I set out for the hill where we had spent many a night. I had all that I thought I would need; a length of rope and... Well, what else could I man need on his last night? I stopped there by the side of the hill. Moonlight guide, I reached the top. I threw the rope up in the boughs of a mulberry. I threw it up once. I threw it up twice So, I began to climb, up in it's limbs. I wove it in, tied it tight, let it fall. For a moment's respite I was lying like a babe in arms. When what should I see all around me? Little red stars, glistening in the mooonlight. I ate one, I ate five... celestial glory it was. Divine. All at once, I could see on the horizon, the sun began to rise. It went from a thin line to a bright white light that filled the sky from side to side. A group of little ones happened along on the way to the learning. They stopped to look at me. They wanted what I had found. I shook it up and the stars showered down. A coward's sacrifice turned Acts in action. I climbed down and took some home. My lover was still asleep. When she woke, she also enjoyed what I had found. How could she help but be glad? And if there's one thing that I now require, it's that; day after day after day after day into night past the night into day after day... I demand to see the sun rise. -April 2002/August 2002, Michael Anderson
11.
Implicate 06:44
motion foundation direction look closer now a sea or stone? closer to a blur nothing may be but is it seems to be and isn't emotion location it moves without (you move) I see my reflection and don't I see your reflection and don't do not underestimate me under any circumstances embracing with a tone; a sound (a constant tone; a constant sound) constantly it moves within it moves within enfolding now the implicate din emotions are now are now a constant NOW; a concrete NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW a constant NOW a concrete NOW NOW NOW NOW -March 2000, Michael Anderson

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released June 17, 2003

What Else? Records (WE35.0)
digital re-release 12 May 2011
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'KILL THE LIGHTS'

Michael Anderson, Nick Quagliara, Peter Schreiner & Martin Sprowles
with Jorma Whittaker (VII)

Recorded by LonPaul Ellrich (R.I.P.)

Artwork by Turn Pale, Mary Hallinan & Riley Manion
Design by 4K Design
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Turn Pale Bloomington, Indiana

From 2000-2007, TURN PALE (from Bloomington, IN) explored the corners of the dancefloor, with a decidedly punk aesthetic; opting to caress the dark, Rough Trade/Factory/Mute sound from the early 80's post-punk/goth movement. Darkness does not necessitate evil.

Known for a highly energetic live show, TURN PALE toured the US several times w/ friends such as Black Eyes, Love Life, and Radio Berlin.
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